MATRIX OF DESTINY
TRAINING REPLAY
THE ARCHETYPES
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MAGICIAN
HIGHER OCTAVE: powerful manifestation, resourceful, alchemist, full of ideas, freedom forward, adventurous, independence, strong willpower, uniqueness, concretization of desires, lemons into lemonade, leadership, pioneering, optimistic, skilled, charismatic, playful, talented, tapped into magic and aligned action.
LOWER OCTAVE: lacking in confidence, low self worth, cannot really receive constructive criticism, holds on to things rather than forgiving, fearful around the unknown or new things, deceptive, prideful, selfish.
ELEMENT: Air
ASTROLOGY: Mercury
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THE EMPEROR
HIGHER OCTAVE: sovereign, powerful, natural leadership, inspiring, authority, stable, practical, disciplined, focused, structured, protective, adventurous, initiation, creative wisdom, action, new beginnings, fatherhood, Divine masculine, generous.
LOWER OCTAVE: tyrannical, rigid, stubborn, lacking discipline, reckless, overly dominating, too far in your masculine.
As a woman with The Emperor significantly you are also here to embrace the feminine.
ELEMENT: Fire
ASTROLOGY: Aries
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THE CHARIOT
HIGHER OCTAVE: new beginnings, introspection, good changes + outcomes, meditative, ambition, success, willpower, love for travel, self sufficiency, cycles of creation/rest, entrepreneur, warrior, winning,
LOWER OCTAVE: feeling lost or lacking direction, forceful, trouble finishing things, trouble delegating/trying to control everything, obstacles, aggression, lack of goals, fear responsiblity, lack of satisfaction.
ELEMENT: Water
ASTROLOGY: Cancer
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FORTUNE
HIGHER OCTAVE: luck when you let it be easy, right place right time vibes, cycles, fate, change, unexpected positive events and creative solutions, fortune, intuition, optimism, trust in life, social, flow state/in the vortex, sense of humor, lightness of being, ease, connection to Source.
LOWER OCTAVE: burnout from working too hard b/c you feel guilty about your innate luck, laziness, passive, dependent on others, fear making decisions, bad luck, lack of self confidence, clings to control instead of moving with the flow, delays.
ELEMENT: Fire + Water
ASTROLOGY: Jupiter
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DEATH
HIGHER OCTAVE: able to hold endings and cycles, deep transformation, moving with change, phoenix energy, transition, courage, calculated risks, letting go, good memory, good survival instincts, provoking (gate 39 vibe) desired change, active, vibrant.
LOWER OCTAVE: fear of change, negative pattern loop, stagnant, aggressive, reckless, live in clutter, fear of getting old or death in self or others, extremist behavior, ignoring the calls for change.
ELEMENT: Water
ASTROLOGY: Scorpio
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THE TOWER
HIGHER OCTAVE: releasing falsity, revelation, knowing what needs change, faith, rebuilding with meaning/repair, self awareness, helpful, spiritual awakening, structured, restorative.
LOWER OCTAVE: narrow minded, destructive, trapped trauma, dependencies, fear change, aggressive addiction/escapism, unhealthy lifestyle, always attracting chaos, constant deconstruction so they can reconstruct.
ELEMENT: Fire + Water
ASTROLOGY: Mars
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THE SUN
HIGHER OCTAVE: visible, witnessed, playful, powerful, prosperity, leadership, enlightenment, enthusiastic, self growth, warmth, goal oriented, luxury, dynamic and active, strong life force, a light.
LOWER OCTAVE: low vitally, work too much, negative thinking, SAD, scarcity, unhealthy obsessions/overly fixated, destructive b/c their energy is too focused, cling to past, easily annoyed and irritable.
ELEMENT: Fire
ASTROLOGY: The Sun
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THE FOOL
HIGHER OCTAVE: freedom, innocence and child like wonder, beginnings, spontaneous, free spirt, free from material attachments, love for travel, large friend circle, good communicator, manifestations, unconditional love, openness, trust, potentiality, creativity, heart aligned leaps.
LOWER OCTAVE: reckless, fear of starting something new, over working, narrow minded, financial constraint, not feeling free, mental disorder or illness, dependencies or illusions.
ELEMENT: Air
ASTROLOGY: Air
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HIGH PRIESTESS
HIGHER OCTAVE: divine feminine, crazy intuitive (especially if in gifts), psychically gifted, mysterious, patient no rush vibes, subtly powerful, healing, inner equilibrium, sacred wisdom, diplomacy, sweet social circle, wise woman vibes, dream reader, confident, subconscious excavator.
LOWER OCTAVE: gossip, bitterness, doubtful, lazy, passive, secretive, dishonest, working with hidden motives, superficial,
ELEMENT: Water
ASTROLOGY: The Moon
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THE HIEROPHANT
HIGHER OCTAVE: teacher, leader, able to break down big concepts into manageable bites, knowledgeable/learned, family traditions and orientation, healthy belief system, logic, convention, helpful, advisor, highest transformation.
LOWER OCTAVE: dogmatic, unconventional, resists learning, hyper focus on details, critical, unlawful, overly demanding on others, prideful
ELEMENT: Earth
ASTROLOGY: Taurus
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ADJUSTMENT / JUSTICE
HIGHER OCTAVE: integrity, seeing the truth through the noise, understanding systems, cutting through BS, self trust, self respect, fairness, inner standing Divine + karmic laws, being a lighthouses to others, inner strength, aspire to knowledge, courage, stability, equilibrium.
LOWER OCTAVE: self doubt, victim mentality, nervous breakdowns, unwilling to change, repeating patterns w/o learning, sensitivity to offense/taking things personally, weakness, pride.
ELEMENT: Air
ASTROLOGY: Libra
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STRENGTH
HIGHER OCTAVE: incredible endurance and resilience, great power, investing in physical care, fortitude, inner strength, productive, vitality, leadership, sports, willpower, love, physical strength, influence.
LOWER OCTAVE: breakdown from holding too much, putting pressure on others, workaholic, trouble taking downtime or resting, trapped anger/resentment, pride, stubborn, depressed, self doubt or lack of confidence.
ELEMENT: Fire
ASTROLOGY: Leo
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TEMPERANCE
HIGHER OCTAVE: can see and impact a Soul’s journey/purpose, empathic, creativity, peace, balance, harmony, art lover, good taste, healer, balancing emotions, psychology, spirituality, purification, travel, hobbies, pure mature Soul, friendliness, moderation is super important.
LOWER OCTAVE: imbalance, reckless extremes, hasty, darkness, emotional pain, suicidal ideation, addiction or escapism, self harm, cold/rude, obsession with the material.
ELEMENT: Fire
ASTROLOGY: Sagittarius
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THE STAR
HIGHER OCTAVE: mirror, Jane of all, fame, uniqueness, bright + joyful, intuition, artistic, visibility, creativity, rich imagination, faith, spiritual mindset, hopeful, persistent, Divine guidance.
LOWER OCTAVE: 5 line energy/projections, dependent on other, low self confidence, asocial vibes, lack of spiritual direction, lack of self trust, inflated sense of self.
ELEMENT: Air
ASTROLOGY: Aquarius
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JUDGEMENT
HIGHER OCTAVE: magnetic, can see what changes others need to make, problem solvers, healthy family relationships/bonded, prophetic and psychic, between words/channel, rebirth, knowledge of wide range of subjects, deep thinkers, ancestral guidance, highly discerning, open to constructive criticism.
LOWER OCTAVE: self doubt, harsh inner criticism, judgey, nitpick, trying to earn fam’s approval or in conflict with relatives, blocking your channel, fear around death or drawn to, too materialistic, excess weight.
ELEMENT: Fire
ASTROLOGY: Alchemical Fire
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THE EMPRESS
HIGHER OCTAVE: commands the feminine in all forms, creation for the sake of creating, fertility, nurturing, beauty, abundance, lush nature, luxury, inner and outer wealth, connecting Spirit and matter, leadership, motherhood.
LOWER OCTAVE: blocked expression, too reliant on others, not taking care of yourself, insecure, not making progress, not trusting in yourself and life, overbearing.
THE EMPRESS can do it all. Much of this archetype is finding balance between self reliance while not always feeling you have to do it all yourself. But also not overly relying on others.
ELEMENT: Earth + Air
ASTROLOGY: Venus
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LOVERS
HIGHER OCTAVE: love, healthy partnership, unity, balance, inner and outer beauty, romance, choices, creativity, aesthetics, spirit in a body, growth through connections.
LOWER OCTAVE: imbalance, detachment, making bad choices, perfectionism or idealism, depression, lack of loving communication, conflict, vindictive, disharmony, fixated on appearance, low confidence.
ELEMENT: Air
ASTROLOGY: Gemini
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THE HERMIT
HIGHER OCTAVE: wisdom gleaned through retreat, sharing esoteric wisdom you’ve learned w/ others, teaching, good listening, can be books/knowledge but also lived or channeled wisdom, the harvest, going inward, residing in own center, spiritual enlightenment, solitude time, healing, deep feelings.
LOWER OCTAVE: too much seclusion, hyper critical of self or others, price, judgey, sensitivity, unwilling to share knowledge, lonely or anti-social.
ELEMENT: Earth
ASTROLOGY: Virgo
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THE HANGED MAN
HIGHER OCTAVE: empathy, deep understanding of others, double love, creativity, kindness, mercy, charity, innovation + open to new things, helpers, extraordinary vibes, unique, imaginative.
LOWER OCTAVE: sacrifice, martyr, uncertainty, lacking direction, hypochondria, victim mentality, negative thinking loops, stagnation, oddity, suffering.
ELEMENT: Water
ASTROLOGY: Water (~Neptune)
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THE DEVIL
HIGHER OCTAVE: magnetism, polarizing (not really a middle w/ how people receive you), willing to have hard conversations, charismatic, generosity, earthly pleasures, connection with money and sexuality, strong intuition, helpful advisor, can see the roots of a problem, spiritual power.
LOWER OCTAVE: temptation, addiction, aggression, envy, jealousy, critical, need for power, arrogance, pride, darkness, manipulation, material obsession.
ELEMENT: Earth
ASTROLOGY: Capricorn (w/ a side of Scorpio)
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THE MOON
HIGHER OCTAVE: magic, influence, indirect power, rich inner world, strong developed intuition, prophetic dreams, creative, artist, mystic, actor, the power of your thoughts is potent, unlocking the mysteries of life, captivating, in tune with Moon, positive.
LOWER OCTAVE: illusion, depression, fear, phobia, excess weight, escapism, gossip, repressed emotion, inner turmoil, anxiety, misinterpreted, murky/stagnant, the power of your thoughts is potent.
ELEMENT: Water
ASTROLOGY: The Moon
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THE UNIVERSE
HIGHER OCTAVE: translator between cultures/worlds, connect cultures, traveler, shape shifter, feel at home abroad, expansive ideas, influence, cosmos, nature, abundance, pleasures in life, healers, joyful, children, adept at foreign languages.
LOWER OCTAVE: irritation, aggression, dissatisfaction, dogmatic, impatience, conflict, illusions or fantasy instead of taking steps forward.
ELEMENT: Earth + Air
ASTROLOGY: Saturn
Health card
Here are a few questions to ask the archetype associated with your Emotions in Common Energy Zone or any of your chakra archetypes:
What is your primary message for my physical and mental well being?
Am I misusing your energy in its low octave in unhealthy ways?
How does your energy show up in my body and daily habits?
What hidden strength are you offering to support my healing and coherent wholeness?
What habit am I holding that blocks positive energy?
What small step can I take today to embody the highest octave of your energy?
KARMIC TAILS
Be sure to sit with them yourself and your OWN intuition as a 3 card spread. The karmic tails and you are multi faceted — please refer to the training and the follow up video. These are just some possibilities around many based on the interpretation from Ladini that has been perpetuated. Make sure you really focus on the largest lowest number of your tail first and foremost as this is your deepest work.
3-22-19: Unborn Child – Issues surrounding childhood freedom, early dependencies, or a short life. This may be about forgiving your mother, a healthy relationship to motherhood yourself or learning to nurture your inner child. Or it may be that you yourself struggle at fully adulting, finding and actualizing purpose.
3-13-10: Suicide or Wasted Life – Re-learning the value of life, breaking cycles of depression or self destruction and finding motivation to push forward and find joy and value in living.
3-7-22: The Prisoner or Past Addictions – Overcoming literal or mental restrictions, lack of freedom, feeling trapped by circumstances, and fighting for true personal inner freedom.
6-17-11: The Lost Talent – Reclaiming a creative gift or skill that you hid, ignored, or squandered in a previous life. Shine your gifts forward and be true to your passions.
6-14-8: The Dictator – Shifting from a mindset of absolute control, perfectionism, and demanding rules to a place of inner peace and tolerance. Learning to listen and lead without control.
6-20-14: Sacrificial Love – Healing from a history of giving your all to someone who didn't appreciate it, and learning self-worth. Learning self love, building healthy relationships, living in the present.
6-5-17: The Prideful Soul – Finding humility, overcoming arrogance/entitlement, and realizing you don't always have to prove you are the best. Avoiding comparison. Success with perseverance.
6-8-20: Disappointment in the Family – Overcoming deep feelings of not belonging to your birth family or feeling rejected by your lineage. Black sheep or trying to earn worth or fit in. Balance your personal fulfillment with family bonds. Follow your authentic path.
9-15-6: Worldly Passions – Choosing between passion, fantasy, surface-level material pleasures (temptations) and deep, meaningful spiritual growth. In this life focus on love, commitment and stability.
9-12-3: Lonely Queen – Breaking out of codependent relationship dynamics. Finding your own autonomy rather than placing others needs above your own. It may also indicate love lost in a past life (or unrequited) and fear of falling in love again despite deeply wanting it.
9-3-21: Overseas Guardian or Ruler – You may have restricted others freedom in a past life. You are learning to respect boundaries and freedom of others. To treat everyone with fairness. Can have financial challenges when still working with karma.
12-19-7: The Warrior – Transforming an aggressive, competitive drive into a path of peaceful leadership and cooperation. You may face hidden conflicts and need to learn to navigate confrontation in a healthy way. Use your power for positive creation.
12-16-4: The Emperor – Learning to hold power, build structures, and lead others without becoming a controlling tyrant. Leading with compassion.
15-20-5: Rebel or Outcast – Healing generational family karma, acting out against authority, or breaking away from family traditions. Balance following your own path with honoring family ties.
15-5-8: Betrayal and Passions in the Family – Dealing with broken trust, family secrets, or codependent relationship loops. Releasing resentment and reestablishing trust.
15-8-11: Physical Aggression – Learning to control power, managing anger, or overcoming experiences of physical dominance and control. Practice healthy aggression practices.
18-3-12: The Suffering Soul – Moving past victim mentalities, martyr complexes, and the habit of constantly putting yourself last. This incarnation is about healing your bodymind. You may find yourself supporting + empowering others through chronic pain or illness.
18-9-9, 9-9-18: The Witch, Hermit, or Wizard – Issues with sharing hidden knowledge, fear of isolation, or abusing spiritual gifts. Embracing and sharing your gifts.
9-18-9 is similar but you may have been the victim and instead and are working toward trusting your own intuition.
18-6-6: Love Magic - Using manipulation, codependency, or esoteric means (even love magic) to force affection rather than letting true love happen.
18-6-15: Dark Magic - Misusing esoteric knowledge ir nagbetusn in a past incarnation. In this life you are meant to develop your intuition and magic in this life used for good.
21-4-10: The Oppressed Soul – Breaking free from self-imposed limitations, victim mentally, feeling trapped by society. Calling back your power.
21-10-16: Spiritual Awakening – Experiencing sudden, radical shifts in worldview or rebuilding your life after a massive collapse. You likely spent incarnations as a spiritual leader. In this life you are here to find your personal practice with it rather than performing it. You can share wisdom but not from a hierarchal place.
21-7-13: Destruction and War – Dealing with heavy collective trauma, fighting for causes, or learning to value and contribute to peace over conflict. Fostering a belief of autonomy, sovereignty and trust in life.
21-10-7: The Righteous – You may have forced your own beliefs on others in a past life. Avoid imposing yourself in this one. Respect everyone’s own path and share your ideals and beliefs when asked.
YEARLY THEMES
In addition to all the threads we can pull based around your Annual Profections in astrology (my most fave timing technique), the other main place I look to for what is being activated in a year is in your Matrix of Destiny. This offers insight into what lessons are coming around, opportunities are presenting themselves, themes are at play in your life for the year (or sometimes multiple years). Take note if your number for the year also exists in your Matrix.
When we have a year where the archetypal theme is also something we carry in our matrix it is an opportunity to go deeper. You can reverse engineer this from your Astrology as well which we talked about in the workshop. Or work it forward. What astrological ties does this archetype have and where do they exist in your chart. What are its themes and how might you support them through other cosmic threads in the matrix, in your astrology, and human design.
Energy 1 (The Magician): New beginnings, developing personal power, mastering skills, and stepping into leadership (where otherwise indicted in your charts) —watch out for ego.
Create, begin, launch a project, pitch the idea, learn a new skill, harness your power of creation. Practice self reliance and don’t wait for permission or validation.
Energy 2 (The High Priestess): Diplomacy, intuition, patience, and cooperation. A year for quiet observation, healing maternal bonds, and trusting gut feelings.
Find some solitude this year to hone your inner gifts, journal, practice active listening, less logic more felt intuition.
Energy 3 (The Empress): Growth, creativity, beauty, abundance, femininity, and fertility. Focusing on self-love, nurturing projects, or expanding family.
This is Venus vibes, attract don’t chase. Read romance. Take a nap in the afternoon. Create something tangible, beautify your home, invest in self care. Start a creative business. Get in the higher octaves of your complex karma if you feel any abundance blocks as well.Energy 4 (The Emperor): Structure, authority, discipline, and building stability. Taking responsibility and organizing your career or life foundation. If you desire to step into leadership or see it in other areas of your charts this could be a year to step up.
Build a system, organize your finances, upgrade your daily routine, take total ownership of your life. Make clear aligned decisions. Self rely.Energy 5 (The Hierophant): Learn and/or teach, tradition, family values, and seeking order or spiritual structure.
Lean into mentorship, clean up family relationships and spend time with loved ones, mentor someone yourself, expand on family traditions, look for where you need to take responsibility, go down rabbit holes that excite you. Ask yourself all year — what can I learn from this person or situation?Energy 6 (The Lovers): Relationships, choices, deep connections, and learning to love unconditionally without emotional dependence.
Foster your creativity, connect to life sensually, look to and work with the mirrors in your relationships. Audit them and walk away from transactional friendships or people who no longer feel supportive and nurturing and life giving to you. Follow what lights up your heart and choose projects based on passion.
Energy 7 (The Chariot): Travel, ambition, overcoming obstacles, active movement, and achieving major goals. Focus up.
Pick a goal and direct your energy there. Build momentum. Set deadlines. Book a trip. Buy a planner. Track your milestones. MOVE. This is not a year to be stagnant.Energy 8 (Justice): Karmic balance, cause and effect, understanding universal laws including the law of attraction, and setting clear, fair boundaries.
Accept responsibility and accountability for where you are. Clean up your books and paperwork. Get yourself out of debt. Resolve any old disputes legally. Review contracts. Release all old stories of victimhood. Practice deep and profound self trust.Energy 9 (The Hermit): Soul-searching, inner wisdom, rest, and comfortable solitude. A quieter year focused on deep study, healing, or completing internal chapters.
Take time alone. Protect your energy from the noise of the crown. Value quality of thought over quantity of socializing. Dedicate time to self study, write a book, conduct research, spend time lost in thought and see what comes through. Solo nature walks can be great for downloads and processing.Energy 10 (Wheel of Fortune): Good luck, going with the flow, trusting the universe, and embracing unexpected positive life turns.
Lean into serendipity. Stop over strategizing. Say yes to unexpected invitation and watch out for signs and synchronicities. Release control and allow for spontaneity. Cultivate an energy of luck and ease and clear out any old beliefs or set points that might be hindering that flow.
Energy 11 (Strength): High energy, physical vitality, patience balancing power, and tackling massive workloads or transformations.
Lean into your physical body. Discharge excess energy and channel it constructively. Get more rigorous with your fitness as an outlet, or start a creative project, renovate a space. You may have more natural endurance but that doesn’t mean you never rest. Honor your peaks and valleys. Tend to your life force and vitality.Energy 12 (The Hanged Man): New perspectives, selfless service, letting go of old martyr habits, and pausing to view life differently.
Lean into surrender when needed — if something feels stalled, don’t force. Pause and try looking at the problem from a completely different angle. Go take a nap. Go for a walk. Do it differently. Practice service, volunteer or create a really juicy freebie with no strings attached.Energy 13 (Transformation): Sudden changes, shedding the old, rebirth, and letting go of what no longer serves you to make space for the new.
Lean into endings. Let dead things stay dead. The faster you allow old identities or jobs to collapse, the faster the rebirth happens. Declutter ruthlessly in your spaces and in your bodymind.Energy 14 (Temperance): Deep emotional healing, moderation, creative arts, finding inner peace, and soul-level integration.
Practice daily emotional hygiene. Calm your nervous system and heal your inner waters. Engage in slow craft like painting or cooking — patience building activities. Nourish yourself through beauty.Energy 15 (The Devil): Facing temptations, recognizing hidden attachments/addictions, and dealing with material power or ego tests.This may also be a year when you learn how to really own your power, your pleasure or the ways in which you psychologically detach from wanting material things (it’s ok to want material things).
Do shadow work, audit, break addictions, peer under the hood at the triggers behind your desires. Tend your magnetism.Energy 16 (The Tower): Sudden spiritual awakening, breaking down false structures, and rebuilding your life from an authentic truth. We are in a tower moment collectively — this may be a year when you help collapse what was never meant for thriving either in the bigger energy or in your own life — which as within so without.
Understanding that whatever goes in your life this year was built on a shaky or inauthentic foundation. Lean into detachment. If you know of something like this in your life (like a toxic job), don’t wait — do some intentional demolition and lay a new solid aligned foundation brick by brick.
Energy 17 (The Star): Hope, getting recognized for your unique talents, wishes coming true, and shining brightly in your public or creative life.
Step into the spotlight if you desire, stop hiding your gifts. Publicly showcase yourself in some way. Dream big. Clear out any static around receiving, around ease, around worth so that you can fully embrace the allowance of good things.Energy 18 (The Moon): Intuition, working through subconscious fears, clearing illusions, and deep psychological or shadow work.
Lean into mysticism. Create an intentional manifestation practices. Clear out old fears and anxieties. Work with subliminals, EFT, visualization, states that reach your subconscious. Lots of reprogramming support in This Is The Space. Follow the Moon (manifesting with the moon inside The Collective).Energy 19 (The Sun): Success, joy, global visibility, high energy, and stepping into major leadership roles with humility.
Connect with your inner child. Lean into childlike joy. Radiate generosity, optimism and warmth. Lead a group or project. Step onto center stage. Invest in your happiness and share your wealth.Energy 20 (Judgment): Karmic family clearings, profound spiritual awakening, rebirth, and making massive, life-altering choices.
Lean into your roots and resolve generational baggage. Elevate your generational line. Heal any family rifts. Be willing to go your own way. Nurture your own channel — get quiet, tune in to what wants to come through. Samhain is coming up — put out a spirit plate or build a family alter.Energy 21 (The World): Completion of a major 9-year or life cycle, international connections, fulfillment, and celebrating big milestones.
Thing bigger. Remove local boundaries in you mind. Think globally, inclusively, digitally. Expand your boundaries. Learn a language. Launch a global biz. Look into your AstroCarto, network internationally. Spend time in another culture.Energy 22 (The Fool): Divine trust, a clean slate, total freedom, taking risks, and approaching life with childlike innocence and flexibility
Lean into total trust. Start fresh. Lighten your load by letting go of old baggage mentally, emotionally and in your spaces. Declutter or live a bit more minimally. Laugh off mistakes or missteps, embrace the unknown. Where can you take a massive leap of faith?